My Battle Cry

Hello All, Grace and Peace be to you from our LORD and SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST.


I trust GOD with all my heart, and yet I find myself in a huge spiritual battle. I really need prayer. I would like to think that I am stronger than this, but I am a mess! Let me explain..

I have had eleven miscarriages in my life. Emotionally, physically, and mentally painful. This has been the outcome of every pregnancy, not to mention all the negatives on the pregnancy test. I am almost forty-two, and after a much needed surgery and the doctors go ahead, my sweet husband and I are trying again to have a baby.

Since last spring we have been trying with no success. We are in the middle of another two week wait, and it is driving me crazy. I have faith in GOD for every other thing in my life, but this is making me so anxious! You see, I only know the pain involved with trying to have a baby on my own. I know nothing else, it is hard for me to accept that this could be the ONE! I have been praying and praying, but my thoughts and feelings get me carried away and the next thing I know, I am a stressed out, crying mess.

In Hebrews 11:6 it says, But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him.

I do not want to displease my wonderful, FATHER in HEAVEN. I love HIM too much! I only know hurt and pain in this area of my life. I am trying to turn it into faith, but I am struggling soo bad. I need your prayers. Please! I am a mess! I love GOD, I believe HE has performed many miracles, why is it so hard for me to have faith in this?

In Hebrews 11:1, it says, Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.

I know I need to believe and give thanks as if I have the baby already! Mark 11:22-26 says, 22And Jesus answering saith unto them, Have faith in God.

23For verily I say unto you, That whosoever shall say unto this mountain, Be thou removed, and be thou cast into the sea; and shall not doubt in his heart, but shall believe that those things which he saith shall come to pass; he shall have whatsoever he saith.

24Therefore I say unto you, What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them.

25And when ye stand praying, forgive, if ye have ought against any: that your Father also which is in heaven may forgive you your trespasses.

26But if ye do not forgive, neither will your Father which is in heaven forgive your trespasses.

The enemy keeps reminding of all my past failures, and how GOD did not help then, so why should I believe it now? It is a lie, I know this, GOD did intervene, I did get the surgery needed, but those voices...

I am praying that the many voices of the enemy will no longer be heard, but only the VOICE OF TRUTH.


Casting Crowns song "Voice of Truth"

Oh what I would do to have
The kind of faith it takes
To climb out of this boat I'm in
Onto the crashing waves

To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown where Jesus is
And He's holding out His hand

But the waves are calling out my name
And they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
Time and time again. "Boy, you'll never win!"
"You'll never win!"

Chorus:
But the voice of truth tells me a different story
The voice of truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
The voice of truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

Oh what I would do to have
The kind of strength it takes to stand before a giant
With just a sling and a stone
Surrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors
Shaking in their armor
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand

But the giant's calling out my name
And he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The giant keeps on telling me
Time and time again. "Boy you'll never win!"
"You'll never win!"

But the stone was just the right size
To put the giant on the ground
And the waves they don't seem so high
From on top of them lookin' down
I will soar with the wings of eagles
When I stop and listen to the sound of Jesus
Singing over me


I know that I am struggling with faith, and if you are too, read with me the faith verses in the BIBLE. My prayer is that I will stop listening to the wrong voices, and listen and BELIEVE the voice of TRUTH!

Thank you LORD! I love you soooo much! Forgive my lack of faith. Have mercy on me and help me to win this battle! I know with YOU I can! Thank YOU for the healing of my womb, and thank YOU for our new baby! AMEN!

I WILL believe...THE VOICE OF TRUTH!


Hello All, Grace and Peace be to you from our LORD and SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST.





Mary's Lamb

Hello All, Grace and Peace be to you from our LORD and SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST.

Mary had a little Lamb,
His fleece was white as snow.
And everywhere that Mary went,
The Lamb was sure to go
.


He followed her to school each day,
T'wasn't even in the rule.
It made the children laugh and play,
To have The Lamb at school..


And then the rules all changed one day,
Illegal it became
To bring The Lamb of God to school,
Or even speak His Name!


Every day got worse and worse,
And days turned into years.
Instead of hearing children laugh,
We heard gun shots and tears.


What must we do to stop the crime,
That's in our schools today?
Let 's let The Lamb come back to school,
And teach our kids to pray!

I am back!

Hello All, Grace and Peace be to you from our LORD and SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST.


I know, I know, it has been a while! Please do not be upset with me, I just got my computer back. Our household goods finally came in, but we are still waiting for my van. I am very busy trying to get my house in order, but hope to visit you all as much as I can.

I miss you all very much! It feels weird to to have my own computer back! LOL!

We need your prayers, we are trying one more time to have a baby. I am about to have my 42nd birthday coming up in July, and I will not continue after that...Soooo, we are coming down to the wire, sooooo please, please pray for us. We are believing in Faith that GOD will intervene for us.

GOD bless you all!

A Lesson Of Life

Hello All, Grace and Peace be to you from our LORD and SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST.

I was at the corner grocery store buying some early potatoes. I noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean, hungrily apprising a basket of freshly picked green peas.

I paid for my potatoes but was also drawn to the display of fresh green peas. I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes.

Pondering the peas, I couldn't help overhearing the conversation between Mr. Miller (the store owner) and the ragged boy next to me.

'Hello Barry, how are you today?'

'H'lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus' admirin' them peas. They sure look good.'

'They are good, Barry. How's your Ma?'

'Fine. Gittin' stronger alla' time..'

'Good... Anything I can help you with?'

'No, Sir. Jus' admirin' th em peas..'

'Would you like to take some home?' asked Mr. Miller.

'No, Sir. Got nuthin' to pay for 'em with.'

'Well, what have you to trade me for some of those peas?'

'All I got's my prize marble here.'

'Is that right? Let me see it' said Miller.

'Here 'tis. She's a dandy.'

'I can see that. Hmm mmm, only thing is this one is blue and I sort of go for red. Do you have a red one like this at home?' the store owner asked.

'Not zackley but almost.'

'Tell you what. Take this sack of peas home with you and next trip this way let me look at that red marble'. Mr. Miller told the boy.

'Sure will. Thanks Mr. Miller.'

Mrs. Miller, who had been standing nearby, came over to help me.

With a smile she said, 'There are two other boys like him in our community, all three are in very poor circumstances. Jim just loves to bargain with them for peas, apples, tomatoes, or whatever.

When they come back with their red marbles, and they always do, he decides he doesn't like red after all and he sends them home with a bag of produce for a green marble or an orange one, when they come on their next trip to the store.'

I left the store smiling to myself, impressed with this man. A short time later I moved to Colorado , but I never forgot the story of this man, the boys, and their bartering for marbles.

Several years went by, each more rapid than the previous one. Just recently I had occasion to visit some old friends in that Idaho community and while I was there learned that Mr. Miller had died. They were having his visitation that evening and knowing my friends wanted to go, I agreed to accompany them. Upon arrival at the mortuary we fell into line to meet the relatives of the deceased and to offer whatever words of comfort we could.

Ahead of us in line were three young men. One was in an army uniform and the other two wore nice haircuts, dark suits and white shirts...all very professional looking. They approached Mrs. Miller, standing composed and smiling by her husband's casket.

Each of the young men hugged her, kissed her on the cheek, spoke briefly with her and moved on to the casket. Her misty light blue eyes followed them as, one by one, each young man stopped briefly and placed his own warm hand over the cold pale hand in the casket. Each left the mortuary awkwardly, wiping his eyes.

Our turn came to meet Mrs. Miller. I told her who I was and reminded her of the story from those many years ago and what she had told me about her husband's bartering for marbles. With her eyes glistening, she took my hand

and led me to the casket.

'Those three young men who just left were the boys I told you about.

They just told me how they appreciated the things Jim 'traded' them. Now, at last, when Jim could not change his mind about color or size.....they came to pay their debt.'

'We've never had a great deal of the wealth of this world,' she confided, 'but right now, Jim would consider himself the richest man in Idaho .'

With loving gentleness she lifted the lifeless fingers of her deceased husband. Resting underneath were three exquisitely shined red marbles.

The Moral:

We will not always be remembered by our words, but by our kind deeds.

You shall not take vengeance, nor bear any grudge against the children of your people, but you shall love your neighbor as yourself: I AM THE LORD. Leviticus 19:18

~Author Uknown~

Hello All, grace and Peace be to you from our LORD and SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST.

Matthew 24:4-5 says, And Jesus answered and said unto them, Take heed that no man deceive you. 5 For many shall come in my name, saying, I am Christ; and shall deceive many.

1 John 2;18 says, Little children, it is the last time: and as ye have heard that antichrist shall come, even now are there many antichrists; whereby we know that it is the last time.

We Have A House!

Hello All, Grace and Peace be to you from our LORD and SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST.

We are finally in our new house, but we have nothing to go in it, because our household goods will not be here for about a month and a half to two months. When I get my computer back I will post more often. Thank you everyone for being patient with me.

We have not found a Church yet, but I know GOD will lead us to where HE wants us. I love GOD so much and I just want to be faithful to HIM and HIS WORD. I feel out of sorts when I am not plugged in to a Church, but I know my relationship with GOD is still growing, but I feel weird not going to Church. Please continue to pray as we are still going through this transition.

GOD bless you all!

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