Love Letter from JESUS

Hello All, Grace and Peace be to you from our LORD and SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST.

I love this cartoon! JESUS sent me a love letter yesterday through the hearts of two very special sisters in CHRIST.

Randy and I have been trying to have a baby on our own for fourteen years with no success. GOD has blessed us with two extremely wonderful children through adoption, and though I am very happy with my children, I still long for the day I can have a baby from my own body. I long to feel the baby move within me, and go through everything all mothers do when pregnant. I have been pregnant eleven times, and eleven times I have miscarried within the first few weeks. The doctors told me after a series of tests that according to the tests I should be able to carry to full term. The tests said one thing, my body said another.

Now we are stationed (through the ARMY) in Belgium. Belgium is the place to be when having issues in fertility, they are more advanced in treatment than the States. When I heard this, I hesitated for a while, but was led by GOD to a specialist, and after one month, he told me my thyroid was producing antibodies that were attacking my babies.

A year and a half ago I had my thyroid removed, and now we are at a place where we can try again. Last month was not successful, and yesterday we took our pregnancy test and it was negative.

This was the worst two week wait I have ever experienced concerning fertility. The doctor had me taking Progesterone, and oh my goodness, I was a complete wreck! I could not stop crying, I was irritable, and I wanted to do nothing but sleep. My body started to have symptoms of pregnancy, and I was so excited, but when the test came back negative, I was crushed! My joy in thinking I could be pregnant was quickly turned to despair. That is when JESUS sent me a love letter through my very dear friends, Vanessa and Christina.

Vanessa calls me and says, "I will be over within 30 minutes!" Click!!! When she arrived, she gave me this really hilarious, heartfelt presentation which included, 7 differnt types of ice cream, bannanas, chopped nuts, chocolate syrup, carmel topping, and 2 pizzas. That was not all, she also brought about 8 different games, and several movies. I tell ya, she was on it! LOL!!!

Christina then came over and we had such wonderful fellowship. We laughed, we cried, we prayed, we read scripture, we played a little of the games and then started to watch Anne of Green Gables. They stayed for hours and just saturated me with the LOVE OF CHRIST.

Though my heart really hurt, I knew GOD was right there loving me through HIS personal love letter to me, sent through HIS personal postal service... Vanessa and Christina.


Great posting!

August 24, 2009 at 4:38 PM  

Very touching!

August 24, 2009 at 9:22 PM  

My sister, I am so sorry, but you know that God loves you and he sent you two great angels. I wish that I was there to comfort you as you were there for me. Just remember that you are blessed with lots of loving angles and family and of course one of your angles is ME. I will keep you in my prays and please keep me in yours. Also, please keep in touch with me, I Miss You soooooo Much, it is funny I look for you across the street and you are not there, but I know I am in your thoughts and heart. No matter how far I am from you, you will always be my loving Sister and Friend……KISS,KISS,KISS, and lots of
Please tell the family Hello and give them hugs and Kiss from me

You’re Sis,

August 25, 2009 at 11:33 AM  

Thank you! I really like your blog too. I hope you will come back and visit again soon.

GOD bless you!

In service for CHRIST,

August 25, 2009 at 12:19 PM  

Thanks, I was very touched by the two special sisters who came to cheer me up in my time of need, what I did not realize was, they were sent by GOD HIMSELF to help me make it though the pain. PRAISE GOD! I could not have done it without HIM.

I do hope you will come and visit again soon!


August 25, 2009 at 12:24 PM  

HELLOOOOO!!! Thank you for stopping by. I was thinking of you yesterday. Yes, I was!!! LOL!!!
I know you would have been right here with the girls too. MUAH!!! I do miss you too! It seems so unfair that you are not here anymore. I think of you and wonder if you are doing ok. If you need to talk you know my number. If you do not have it, then let me know and I will send it to you.

How is the family? Did Kia start school yet? The kids have started and they like it so far.

Tell Kia that we love and miss her too! Big hugs to you and her. Tell Kevin we say hello too.

Well, the kids are demanding my attention and Randy is working so I need to go. I love you sister! I really do. I will try to call you soon. Oh, did you start a job yet? Let me know, so I know when to call.


Your sister in CHRIST,

August 25, 2009 at 1:12 PM  

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